I try to take one moment at a time..

Hey Yall! It's been a while since I actually blogged, I went through some really tough years in my life and unfortunately they showed me the worst and the best of my situation. I am not standing tall as of yet, but I am making my way to standing at all. When I spoke out about my mental disorders, I felt that I would not be treated the same that I would not be liked and always felt that people were talking about me and looking at me because of what I was diagnosed with. I continued to cut to try and mask the pain I felt inside, however I cut too deep one time and almost ended up dead and my son was almost without a mommy. It opened my eyes real wide and despite how bad things may have seemed, I always had to remember that the next day would come and it would always be better than the day before... even if it was just the same.
I found out the god is always #1 and praying, believing and talking to god and asking him for his guidance, his forgiveness and even to carry me if I needed him to at times... it was all in gods plan bc I was his child, just like all of us in this world are gods children and prayer is like no other... God will answer you, I promise!
I have been through too much to talk about right now.. A little about what I will be blogging about is abuse in all forms: verbal, sexual, mental and physical abuse. I will explain what I endured and why and what I go through today.
I just wanted to say that I am back bc I know a lot of you have wrote over the years and have wrote stories, letters and poems about how inspired you were by me.. I plan on inspiring you again and its all of you who truly will always inspire me!~ God Bless xoxo Kristalee